wonderful week!!

assalamualaikum..

so as u see..i'v decided to announce that this is the wonderful week ever...!!HAH~~
remember the "perfect match prince charming Mr.nice guy" that i'v told u b4?? the birthday boy that i'v mentioned..?? YES HIM!! i finally got my courage to say "happy birthday" to him..

HAHAHAHAHA

that's it girl!! u'v done something extraordinary and u deserve to be happy with it..!!
2 b truth i just wish that 2 him through his friend..and that good best ever friend never let me down.... even it just a wish, but i make him smile..HE ACTUALLY SMILE..that HOT guy SMILE!! and it worth more that this world could ever imagine.. "kirim salam kat dia ye"..that is the best thing he said to me!! and i accept it with tears..i smile and i cry.. coz i know God know what the best..

people may think im some crazy bitch that obsessed with one simple man..but that's not it..!! i dont know what happen to me..in front of him my words did come out..my language did work out..im easily throw things..and what can i do is just stay quiet make like i never exist and just stand there like the world have stop spinning, like all the living things have vanish and what's left is just he.. walking away from me..

and i still  stand there watching him..just watch..!! but still that silence moment give me the happiest feeling like i never feel this b4..even just watching him..even just heard his name..that is not fair..so i'v made up my mind not to fall for him...but just watching him..it may be rude but sometime not everything that u want can be with u..God know, and He already decide everything to us.. what's left is just time..

and i hope that this time i can be tough..!!
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esterxanserveir