Tuesday, 9 October 2012

my first post =.="

assalamualaikum,

well this is my first posting..i used to be a blogger b4 but i've stop..
blog nie aku saja tulis ja pon..bosan..nak luah kat org aku malu..nak telan sorg2 aku segan..hmmm nie laa masalah jd manusia..

most of the story is about me and what i feel about my life..love, passion, knowledge, live, working, learning, and all basic human thing-->that would be the topic i would like to express here..

well today is my someone birthday and i wish to wish him "happy birthday,may God bless u.. this would be the luckiest year for u..have a great life"..semua nie aku nak wish kat dia..but the problem is i just nobody to him..!! would that be "memalukan yang amat" when i suddenly mesej him and split all that..he may think im crazy of him (which is true) or maybe he might think im such "perempuan x sedar diri"...oh god!! if that happen i would be dead by the next morning..

it is not easy to hold that feeling when u know nothing of his/her feeling would be towards us..
but still..who are we to stop this from happening..
god know that i've tried (katy pery wide awake)..

to god..: please if You know that he is not my "lovely perfect match prince charming Mr. nice guy" that would live with me forever after, please take him away from my heart, mind and soul so that i can live quietly without  thinking of him..

that would be all for today..harap dapat tulis lagi..
n b4 i forgot---> the 5 words that scared you to hell
"THIS BASED ON TRUE STORY" =P

written by 
esterxanserveir

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